My grandfather is going to die. I dont mean die in the sense that we are all going to die... I mean that he is going die soon, probably today. I went to see him yesterday and it was rough. Its hard seeing someone you always knew just degrade. I dont know what else to call it. When I walked into the room he was on a breathing machine with this crazy mask on... it was so sad. he just looked bad. His breathing was all irregular and it looked like he was just hurting.
I guess its hitting me so hard because i have never seen this before. Ive never really had anyone I knew well die. Its made me really think about my own mortaity and how that could someday be me.. or my parents. Its scary as shit.
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